Spoken Word

the Color of Home

 

 

Image-1 (2)Home looks a lot like the color green.

Coming home to little white house

against the backdrop of golden fields

with shutters that had been painted the perfect shade of hunter green.

You were our tiny grasp of the American dream.

You were a place to be free-

to run wild through pastures and carve mazes through fields of wheat.

I remember how we worked in those fields all summer long

building our little castle out of scraps we found.

I remember the sound of the shotgun when the farmer found us

Traipsing through his crops. We ran all the way home

until we found safety behind a great green door.

 

Home looks a lot like the color green.

One great wide expanse of a quadrilateral.

It was at the center of everything.

Your grass was the perfect shade of summer green,

surrounded by red brick buildings with white staircases spiraling up the sides.

How many times was the sun just too lovely to go to sit inside a classroom?

How many times did we throw down the weight we wore on our backs,

and throw Frisbee under the shade of giant oak trees?

The bell chimes and reminds us that another hour had passed.

One less hour that we could stay in the holy space.

The night before graduation, we escaped to this timeless expanse

And sat for our while in the dark of the night

ignoring the fears that came with tomorrow.

and the inevitable goodbyes we would have to say.

 

Home looks a lot like the color green.

It’s mint green tile covering the walls of the U-Bahn station

signaling that it is time to get off the subway,

that I can let my shoulders slump and my feet drag.

The day is over. My duties are done.

I grab a beer from the shop on the corner and take my time walking up cobblestone streets

that sparkle rose gold reflecting the setting sun.

and I inhale slowly, the edges of my mouth slowly curving up.

I can rest now. I am home.

Ramblings

Why I Love Knitting

So, I haven’t done a post yet about Knitting.
Probably because I get made of fun for it.
All. The. Time. (See if you get a scarf for Christmas, Philip)

But it’s what I’ve been spending a lot of time doing lately. School is crazy and when I’m not studying (or working), I just want my mind is numb. You know how TV is supposed to leave your mind in a vegetative state? Well, that sounds spiritual right now. The idea of turning off my mind a just relaxing… oh man… that’s better than chocolate cake without calories.

So, I’ve turned to knitting as my craft of choice right now. There is just something about picking up those needles and thread that usher in the literal calming presence of Jesus. It’s how I am able to get a way from the world for a while. As much as I like the idea of packing an extra pair of clothes and leaving the world behind for a few days, I’d be just as happy sitting on my couch watching Cinderella and knitting all weekend (which actually happened last weekend).

Yes, I know how lame that sounds.
No one ever called me adventurous.

Knitting is an escape for me. Picking up those needles forces me to drop everything else I’m carrying. And that’s the power of creating for me. It’s a place of peace and rest. Sometimes that means setting aside my thoughts to pick up yarn and needles. And other times that means bringing my thoughts to the table as a means to process them through word or song. Either way, it is a time of rest and relief for which I am grateful.

 And because this post wasn’t originally intended to be a rant, Here’s a little bit of what I’ve been working on. Alabama has finally started getting a little cool (between the hours of 7pm and 8am at least) and scarves and sweaters can finally removed from storage (even if we sweat a little while wearing them). And so I’ve already knit two scarves this season- one for me and one for a friend.

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When the scarf ends up being taller than you, you know it’s gonna get you all those warm and cozy feelings.
This scarf took me over 15 hours to make, but doesn’t my bestie looked amazing. Totally worth it.
And because I loved the scarf so much, I made a headband version of it for myself.

The headband is available in my etsy shop. 

And because you guys are my favorites, get 20% any item using the code #CreateInMe365