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Clive & I

Lewis was the first writer I ever fell in love with. He’s the one who taught me to love theology. He’s the one who showed me the power of a story. And so when I came across this quote in a Hobbit, a Wardrobe, and a Great War, I knew I had to do something with it. There truly is nothing better in the world than sitting around a fire with close friends. Add in s’mores and and twinkling lights, and you’ve found my happy place.

Look for a blog post coming soon on my takeaway from the book, called “Creating in Community” and the second part of my story “A Fortress for Aeda” coming on Saturday! (If you missed the first part, you can read it here).

Lewis Fire.jpgFeel free to download and print Lewis Fire Quote and share it with your friends.

 

 

Ramblings · Uncategorized · Watercolor

Valentines!

When I was in fifth grade, I tried to make all my valentine cards by hand. No bueno. This was before the color copies (wether it was or not I have no actual idea, but I know for sure that 10 year old Bekah had never heard of one). 40 Valentine Cards by hand is asking too much.

But I’m happy announce that roughly 15 years later, I finally did it. I made my only Valentines Cards (shout out to Office Max for your overpriced color copies). I’m a Pre-K teacher, so yes, I still celebrate Valentines Day (and Groundhog day, and any Holiday that I can decorate for).

I drew and watercolored this little guy originally, then scanned him into my computer for some more editing. I’m really happy with the whole process. Card-making might just become my next venture. Who knows?

Ramblings · Watercolor

Stained Glass Window (Concept)

One of the things I love about my school (shoutout to DTS) is it’s love of the arts. As is typical in most graduate schools, we turn in a final paper in almost every class. However, at DTS we are given the option to pursue and use our creative talents as well. In the past, I’ve written a song (Battlecry) and some of my friends have made movies. This semester, when taking a class on the trinity, I decided to come up with my own Stained Glass Window (Concept) for the Trinity.

Typically in the past, we’ve used symbols like triangles or 3 leaf clovers to explain the Trinity. That’s how I explained the Trinity for years, especially to all the kids I’ve taught. But by the grace of God, I learned a lot this semester about how the 3 persons in the Trinity function and relate to one another. I learned their distinct and similar roles. And guys, let me tell you: The Lord is so much more beautiful than I ever thought. Because the Lord is 3 in 1, it changes everything for us. The Father did not make us because He needed us, for surely He had the Spirit and the Son before time began. Because of the Son, the Father has always been the Father. His character is not dependent on us. And because He is not dependent on us for anything, He is free to love us unconditionally.

I’m rambling now (and I don’t even know if what I said even made sense) but on side not: If you’re interested in learning about the beauty of the Trinity, I recommend this book. “Delighting in the Trinity” by Michael Reeves. It changed everything about how I view God in less than 100 pages. He is so glorious, more loving, and more wonderful than I could ever and will ever be able to grasp.

Anyways, back to the Stained Glass (Concept) which is really just sharpie and watercolor. One of the most basic things I learned is that the Triangle is not a good picture of the 3 persons relationships. In short, the Son is the Father and the Spirit proceeds from the Father and the Son. With that in mind, I wanted to reflect that in my piece, while displaying each of the persons’ unique roles and characteristics.So, I began drawing a circle that would encompass the Father, while drawing another circle inside of that for the Son. stained glass trinity

 

I then drew rays coming out of both circles that would portray the Spirit proceeding from both the Father and the Son. In each person, I incorporated yellow and orange sunlight, to create a pattern found in each so as to show that all are of the same nature and are equal with one another. I thought it appropriate to use yellow and orange sunlight because the Lord is described in Revelation as being the light of heaven.

     Within the the circle of the Father, the focal point is the hand extending down, which is actually a symbol used in the early church to denote the Father as our Creator. I originally had the hand painted a light brown, but I began to war within myself about what color the Father’s hand should actually be. I decided to make his hand of combination of all races, since we are all made in His image. Around the Father’s hand, I have pictures of His creation. The ocean, symbolizing the depth and mystery of who He is. The mountains, symbolizing his majesty. And the tree, for He is mighty. One side of the Tree is filled with greenery, for it is He who bestows blessing. The other side is barren, for He also brings punishment to the wicked. Beneath His hand, there is a scepter, for He is the Sovereign Ruler of all. The gavel speaks to the Father being the Lord Chief Justice and Law-Giver, who establishes what is right and wrong. Within the hand of the Father is a key, which I used to symbolize the Father as our Loving Reconciler, who established our plan of redemption before the ages of the world. Beneath the Scepter, is the Alpha and Omega sign.

     Next we come to the circle for Christ. In the center, we find another symbol used by the early church, the spotless lamb holding a cross, symbolizing Christ as the spotless and perfect atoning sacrifice for the sins of the world. But on that cross hangs a crown, for Christ was victorious over our sins and our death, and He overcame both for us. Behind the lamb, we see the yellow and orange rays of light previously talks about. The rays of light here, are vertical, portraying Jesus,full God, as having descended down from heaven. The bread and the wine beside the lamb symbolizing that Christ is also fully man, the bread symbolizing his body, and his blood the wine. The water from the Father’s circle is carried over to the Son’s circle so as to show that not only is the Son in the Father, but the Father in the Son. Also to the sides of the Lamb, we have the Word, Christ being the Word of God and the revelation of his mysteries. The verses mentioned are John 1:1 and John 14:6-11, the former showing Christ to be the Word, while the latter showing Christ to be the Way, the Truth, and the Life.

     Lastly, we come to the Spirit who proceeds from the Father and the Son inside of any who would call of the name of Christ for Salvation and found in the bottom picture, with the flame and the people.  The butterfly denotes the new life that the Spirit imparts. The prayer hands symbolize that the Spirit is our Mediator, who intercedes for us before the Father. Above this, we find a picture of a seal, for Paul describes the Holy Spirit as the Seal of our redemption. Above this, we come to the picture of a hammer and chisel, symbolizing the Spirit as our Sanctifier. Above this at the very top, we find the Dove which is the only visual picture we find in Scripture.

     Around all three, I wrote the words “Holy, Holy, Holy” based of Isaiah 6, surrounded by colors of blue reflecting the majesty and power of the One who is seated on throne and worthy of our ultimate worship.

I’m not gonna lie to you. Painting and designing this piece was incredibly stressful, not only because it encompassed 30% of my grade, but because I didn’t want to get it wrong. The Lord is so beautifully complex, and His ways are so much higher than my mind can fathom. Still, I know He is pleased with my feeble attempts to learn and explain  who He is through art.

I’d love your feedback! What would you change or do differently? What stood out to you?

Ramblings · Watercolor

Coloring Christmas

Remember when I tried to watercolor for the first time ever a few months back? (If you missed it, you can find it here.) Well, I kept practicing and practicing and was finally able to come up with a few pieces of art that I’m proud of which just happen to feature my second favorite holiday (shout out to Thanksgiving, my one true homie.) Christmas Cards

I had a lot of fun making these, and they definitely helped get me ready for the Holiday Season (while also helping me procrastinate studying for my finals). I collaborated with my amazing friend Hilliary Hallman who did the lettering and all the computer work on these. (Didn’t she do an amazing job? As always!)

 

If you’d like to purchase the digital copies or cardstock copies of these 5 x 7 cards you can do so in my etsy shop. 🙂

If you’re in the Birmingham Area, we’ll wave the shipping cost! Just use the code BHAMSHIPPING15

Want the digital copy? Use the code COLORINGCHRISTMAS for $1 off!

Let this be a lesson that sometimes trying new things ends up being a good idea. (I said sometimes.)

So, go paint or knit or write a song. Surprise yourself. May your sweaters be tacky and your coffee warm.

 

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Something New 

     Tonight, I tried watercolor painting for the very first time. I’ve been wanting to try it for almost 2 months now, but it just seemed like such a daunting task. Starting something completely new is scary (at least for me) because I knew I wouldn’t be good at it. So, I put it off, afraid of my own imperfections.

But tonight, my mind needed rest, and my anxiety needed an outlet. I finally stopped caring about wether my “finished product” would be good enough. I just wanted to enjoy the process of creating. So, I went on Pinterest, found a tutorial for watercolor flowers are here I am- 30 minutes later- with my first watercolor painting, and a mind at ease after a long, hard week of life. Visual arts are where I am least competent as an artist, but that shouldn’t keep me from it. I can not be afraid of my imperfections. I can not be afraid of learning. And so, I hope this is the first of many watercolor paintings.

This isn’t about perfection, but about learning to see the beauty in my imperfections and my mistakes. This process of creating is teaching me to be okay with my shortcomings, so that I may delight that- in Christ-  what I have to offer is enough.

*These are the late night ramblings off a sleep deprived crazy person. If none of this makes sense, ignore it completely.